story of -=K=- :: part 6
And so K went home alone… as he went home.. he kept thinking in his head… did he begin to treat T differently? Did he unknowingly fallen in love with T? He thought about the food he bought. Why didn’t he buy 2 shares instead of one big share ? He was confused. He was guilty to have all these feelings.
That night, T paged K again, and they began to chat… as usual… and so… since that day.. T was waiting for K to cal her everynight. If K didn’t call her, she couldn’t get to sleep… But on the part of K, he was feeling very confused… Every night he asked his friends out to play cards with him… as his 3 close friends were all living very near to him, they could play any card game they wanted, like bridge, spades, big 2, anything. So every single day, K went to play cards with them, hoping that T would go to sleep instead of waiting for him to call her… every single day, K played till 12am, even when the next day is a school day. K didn’t reply T’s page when he was playing cards, he only replied her when he reached home.. like a few hours later… but T waited.. every night T waited for K to call her, just like her bf. It was very sad on her part, that guy was another girl’s bf, and she is the one who is waiting for him to call her.
One of this nights, K asked T, “why did u wait for me to call u every night???” T had no answer. She didn’t know what to say. But she replied” I don’t know, I just want to talk to u every night, talking to u is very happy” or something like that. K wondered that if T liked him during that moment … he knows too,that he himself also enjoyed talking to T.
Then on one Saturday, T had another competition. T was a dance member, and so she had lots of competitions coming during that time. This time, T made up her mind. She decided to ask K out again..
She asked him “ this time, I am asking u out to dinner tonight, please be able to make it..” K at that time, didn’t know what to do again… he knows that if he goes, he might be drawn to T even closer. Once again K fought with his internal feelings. He didn’t know to go or not to go. K asked his friend, “ should I go?” and his friend replied” no harm going, u two didn’t do anything wrong what, eat dinner only” something like that… and so K made up his mind. He made up his mind to go meet T.
When K met T, once again he felt very much at ease. He didn’t feel pressured or anything. He enjoyed himself thoroughly, going to diner with T is like a breeze, time flies past before they know it. K and T had the most awesome chemistry that any couple could have. Never once did they ran out of words to say. Never once did anything happen that could affect their day. They were a couple that were destined to be together. But K knows he has a gf, and he decided that this was going to be the lsat time that he was going to meet T before things became too late to handle.
So he thought, ok, let me take a picture with her, and let that be the memory and it shall end here. And so K brought T to take a neoprint, and alas! The print turned out a little distorted. To this day, K stil keeps the distorted pic, it looked pretty cute with K’s face puffed up…
And so K took a picture with T, and then sent her home.. on the way home.. K could feel that T wanted to say something… T wanted to tell him something, he knew it.. but he didn’t probe. T lived some distance away from her mrt station, but there was no bus so often T walked home from the mrt. And that day, K walked her home. It was a 15 mins walk, but T and K was silent for the whle journey.
K knew T wanted to speak, he asked “ whatdo u have to say to me?” But T kept quiet. T said “nothing, nothing” And so K sent her to her doorstep.. and said” haha u live here? Finally I got the chance to send u home … remember that day when we had the project to do? I didn’t want to send u home that time…”
And T said” thank you very much for sending me, I got to go now, its really late” And bade goodbye to K. It was about 10 pm at that time. And so K went back to school. He had an Eca camp that night. He didn’t page T or anything after he left, and just thought that the night would pass easily, but it ddidn’t Although he had stuff to do during his ECA, he saw a page, and it was T’s number. K wanted to call her to ask what issit, but he had work to do. ( he was part of the organising committee.) and so he called her only around 12 am.
When K called T, T was speaking in tattered words. For the first time since they started talking on the phone, it was the first time T’s voice was like that. K asked “ why did u page me ? is anything the matter? “ T replied.” Um.. er… she couldn’t get it out of her throat…” K was in a rush. He had to do some work then, and so he said” quick, I need to do something” And T suddenly blurted out” I like u.”
K was stunned. He didn’t know what to say. He knew that from that moment things were never going to be the same again. K remembered that he had things to do, and he put down the phone abruptly..” Hey, I have got things to do now, call u another time” and he put down the phone. He went to do his stuff as the juniors were preparing for their activity. But in his head, he kept thinking, what was he going to do now..????
That night, T paged K again, and they began to chat… as usual… and so… since that day.. T was waiting for K to cal her everynight. If K didn’t call her, she couldn’t get to sleep… But on the part of K, he was feeling very confused… Every night he asked his friends out to play cards with him… as his 3 close friends were all living very near to him, they could play any card game they wanted, like bridge, spades, big 2, anything. So every single day, K went to play cards with them, hoping that T would go to sleep instead of waiting for him to call her… every single day, K played till 12am, even when the next day is a school day. K didn’t reply T’s page when he was playing cards, he only replied her when he reached home.. like a few hours later… but T waited.. every night T waited for K to call her, just like her bf. It was very sad on her part, that guy was another girl’s bf, and she is the one who is waiting for him to call her.
One of this nights, K asked T, “why did u wait for me to call u every night???” T had no answer. She didn’t know what to say. But she replied” I don’t know, I just want to talk to u every night, talking to u is very happy” or something like that. K wondered that if T liked him during that moment … he knows too,that he himself also enjoyed talking to T.
Then on one Saturday, T had another competition. T was a dance member, and so she had lots of competitions coming during that time. This time, T made up her mind. She decided to ask K out again..
She asked him “ this time, I am asking u out to dinner tonight, please be able to make it..” K at that time, didn’t know what to do again… he knows that if he goes, he might be drawn to T even closer. Once again K fought with his internal feelings. He didn’t know to go or not to go. K asked his friend, “ should I go?” and his friend replied” no harm going, u two didn’t do anything wrong what, eat dinner only” something like that… and so K made up his mind. He made up his mind to go meet T.
When K met T, once again he felt very much at ease. He didn’t feel pressured or anything. He enjoyed himself thoroughly, going to diner with T is like a breeze, time flies past before they know it. K and T had the most awesome chemistry that any couple could have. Never once did they ran out of words to say. Never once did anything happen that could affect their day. They were a couple that were destined to be together. But K knows he has a gf, and he decided that this was going to be the lsat time that he was going to meet T before things became too late to handle.
So he thought, ok, let me take a picture with her, and let that be the memory and it shall end here. And so K brought T to take a neoprint, and alas! The print turned out a little distorted. To this day, K stil keeps the distorted pic, it looked pretty cute with K’s face puffed up…
And so K took a picture with T, and then sent her home.. on the way home.. K could feel that T wanted to say something… T wanted to tell him something, he knew it.. but he didn’t probe. T lived some distance away from her mrt station, but there was no bus so often T walked home from the mrt. And that day, K walked her home. It was a 15 mins walk, but T and K was silent for the whle journey.
K knew T wanted to speak, he asked “ whatdo u have to say to me?” But T kept quiet. T said “nothing, nothing” And so K sent her to her doorstep.. and said” haha u live here? Finally I got the chance to send u home … remember that day when we had the project to do? I didn’t want to send u home that time…”
And T said” thank you very much for sending me, I got to go now, its really late” And bade goodbye to K. It was about 10 pm at that time. And so K went back to school. He had an Eca camp that night. He didn’t page T or anything after he left, and just thought that the night would pass easily, but it ddidn’t Although he had stuff to do during his ECA, he saw a page, and it was T’s number. K wanted to call her to ask what issit, but he had work to do. ( he was part of the organising committee.) and so he called her only around 12 am.
When K called T, T was speaking in tattered words. For the first time since they started talking on the phone, it was the first time T’s voice was like that. K asked “ why did u page me ? is anything the matter? “ T replied.” Um.. er… she couldn’t get it out of her throat…” K was in a rush. He had to do some work then, and so he said” quick, I need to do something” And T suddenly blurted out” I like u.”
K was stunned. He didn’t know what to say. He knew that from that moment things were never going to be the same again. K remembered that he had things to do, and he put down the phone abruptly..” Hey, I have got things to do now, call u another time” and he put down the phone. He went to do his stuff as the juniors were preparing for their activity. But in his head, he kept thinking, what was he going to do now..????
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