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18.10.05

story of -=K=- :: part 7

On the side of T, after confessing to K that she likes him, she didn’t do anything. She couldn’t sleep, and all she could do was to wait for K to call her again. She waited. One hour, and a few more mins… finally at 1.30 she called K again.. K didn’t have a handphone at that time, but his friend has one, which was on promotion and was free, and so K borrowed it, and began talking to T…

K said “I really don’t know what to tell u , when u tell me this. It is really something which I don’t know to be happy or to be sad.” Then he asked her, “ do u know that I have a gf? I wont break up with her, I cant do that. I cant affect her studies. The exams would becoming soon.” But K also confessed to T” Actually I like you too, But please don’t force me to make a decision” T , when she heard that K liked her too, she was filled with happiness. She realised that she was really in love with K. Even when K has a gf, she didn’t care that much, she just want to let K know her feelings for him.

So that day, with lots of feelings, T put down the phone and went to bed.. while K was left there thinking by himself. He was in a great dilemna… Every single day passed and he thought of how to deal with the matter. He tried talking to his friends but they were giving him different opinions. Some told K to just forget about his gf and go with T, as T was really a nice girl. Some told K that this kind of girl are not worth it, forget about T.. K talked to male friends and the replies were mostly the same… He became very down and depressed.

So K went to talk to a girl who was in his CCA, this girl was B. The minute B heard from K that T confessed to him, she began to say lots of things. She said what she heard from every1 else. B told K that T is not such a simple girl. She told K that T liked some guys before and often fooled around. K was hurt. He didn’t believe what he heard, so he asked B whether she was speaking the truth. B said that she didn’t know if any of these was the truth, but it was what was circulating around in school. B told K that with K’s qualities, She is not shocked that T would like K. So K became very sad and thought that T was only playing with his feelings.

And so K became a freak. He couldn’t eat. His eyes were often dilapidated due to lack of sleep. K suffered for many weeks, he didn’t know what to do. He was sad for himself, he hated to be entangled in this web. Every day was tough to pass for K. He couldn’t eat or sleep well. He felt very stressed up. When his friends were talking to him, he was often in a daze.. he didn’t know they were talking to him.. all day he could just do nothing, neither could he concentrate on anything he do. The whole time he had to decide whether to give up his gf, or should he continue to be with her, and don’t care about T. He was in a dilemna. He knows inside his heart, he wanted his gf to not be hurt, but he also knew that he had fallen in love with T.

Although T and his gf had the same looks, When K is with T, they have something which not many couples have, which is called chemistry. K brings out the best in T, while T brings out the best in K, and that is called chemistry. But if T was the girl who often played with guys feelings, K would be really sad if he believed her… Each night, T paged for K to call her, and everytime K would only call her in the wee hours of the night. K doubted T, and one day, he asked her “ did u ever liked someone else before?”

And T replied "yes I do, it was XXXX." K thought that whatever his friend B said was true, and he probed further… No matter how T replied, K wouldn’t trust T, as the words of B were always ringing in his head. Although B didn’t dislike T, she had to tell K about the things she heard about T. B wasn’t a bad mouther, she just wanted K to make the correct choice. Finally K gave up questioning T, and decided to trust his own instincts. He knew that T really liked him, and so he began to stop doubting her.

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