story of -=K=- :: part 19

Then valentine’s day 2001 came.. and K took leave and T took leave to spend the day together…. K can still remember what happened the whole day… it is forever implanted into his memory…K bought a black dress for T as a valentine’s day gift.. and to this day he has only seen T wear it twice… But anyway… they spent that day together…. T wrote a card to T… with the envelope adressed to ..” To the one and only one that deserves to see this, K” and wrote about her feelings together with K.. although she had been sad a few times in the relationship, generally she was happy with K… the lines that K would always remember “ Everytime I quarrel with u I feel very sad, I wish that we will never quarrel.” “I will try to be the best gf that u ever had” K kept it in his mind forever… till this day….

K was not a man of words… he had never wrote letters or anything to T. Every gift that he gave T, was bought. He didn’t gave her anything that is written with feelings before….

And so the day came for K to be enlisted. K was a pes E guy remember? So he would only go to P tekong for one week… But one week without T was bad.. although K and T had endured a month without seeing each other, K didn’t want to go through the pain again.. but he had no choice. And so he brought hp and charger to camp. Every night that K was there, he thought about T.. it was just like the time when T left Singapore. Every night, K couldn’t sleep. K saw all his bunk mates sleeping, but he was still talking on the phone with T secretly under the blankets. After putting down the phone, K would think of T till it was really late at night.. like 3 am… although they had to wake up at 5.15 am , K often waited till 3 am before sending a final message to T… T missed K when he was there too… Every single message that she received seemed to be more meaningful that any other message that K had ever sent to her.

One of this was.. “ everyone is asleep right now.. while I am still in my bed thinking of you… I think I have found my wife already…” and that was 3 am in the morning…At that time, K realised how impt. T was to him… he realised that he couldn’t do without T…

And so the day came for K to come out of P tekong, Pes E personel, very happy, 1 week and he is out. And the day he came out, T was waiting at P Ris for K…. T missed K as badly as K missed T. That day, K parents were overseas, and so K brought T to his house… K was really tired.. so all he did was sleep at home.. But T didn’t mind at all, T slept with K as though she had a duty to do so… Both of them spent the whole day together at K’s place, and K asked T, would u stay tonight?

But T , once again let me remind u that T was a very protected girl, she could not stay overnight just like that.. K pleaded with T, hoping that she would try to cook up an excuse for staying out.. But eventually T couldn’t think of any excuse last minute… and she had to leave…So K became sad… he kept thinking.. if she cant even cook up an excuse to be with him even when this is a golden opportunity, then how was T going to make time for him in future?

And so K, although he wanted so badly for T to stay, had to let her go home instead…..