story of -=K=- :: part 8
And so the story goes on… T waited for K every night to talk… and each night passes just as how it did previously.. T was very sad.. inside her heart.. she wished that K would ask her to be his gf, but she knows that K has another girl in his life.. She waited every day for his so called reply… but K didn’t do anything. K simply talked to T like how he did last time… So one fine day.. T asked K, what is our relationship now? What are we? K replied.” I like u and u like me, so we are talking every night…”
This is the words of an irresponsible person. K knew it, he knew he was being unfair to T. He was taking T as someone who would wait forever. He knew that T was waiting for him to give her a reply, but all he did was nothing. So when T asked that question, K was at another crossroad again. K is a indecisive man.. although he knows he has no more feelings for his ex gf, he knows that he cant hurt her, but if he lied to her, he would just be another cheater.
So inside his head, he didn’t know what to do. Finally , he told T “ I cant break up with her, please don’t force me. I really dun wish to do that” This sentence hurts T a lot. She thought that if K really liked her, why is he treating her just like someone who is going to be waiting for him forever? But T didn’t say anything, she knows that it was all her fault for telling K that she liked him.
And so T broke down. T said” from the minute I told u I liked u, I never expect u to do anything.. I am not pressuring u to do anything. The reason why I tell u I like u is I dun wish to keep my feelings inside me and not let u know”.
This sentence made K realise how much T is willing to do for him. It also made K realise that he was being unfair to T and his heart… He made up his mind then….
So K tried to break up with his gf. But K was soft hearted. He cant do it. Everytime he see her, he couldn’t bring himself to do it. Although T didn’t pressure K by words, the pressure was there for K to talk to his gf. K felt like a bastard. He knows that his gf was a very very nice girl with wife qualities, and he doesn’t want to hurt her. Although T didn’t have that many good qualities, K felt that T was someone in his life that would affect him forever. It is that something called Fate that K and T had.
So one fine day, K decided to confess to his gf. K had another friend, B, who was a lady killer. B was a two timer type of guy, who had always cheated girls of their feelings. When B wanted to break up with a girl, it was always because of another girl but he would always say a different reason. K didn’t want to do what B always did. K needed to tell his gf the truth. K thought that if he told a lie, it would be even worse for his gf to take it when she finds out the truth as what every girl that B cheated felt really really hurt after that. So K made up his mind.. and he told his gf “ To tell u the truth, I like someone else.. Please don’t be sad over me, take it as a good thing. Breaking up now, would do u good in future…”
K knew these words were heartbreaking, but he still said it, cos whatever he said was meant to be the truth… and time had proved that what K said was really true… But at that point of time, K’s gf… well im tired of saying K’s gf, so let her b X. At that point of time , X felt really hurt.. she cannot forgive K. Although all along their relationship X thought that they were not suitable for one another, and she had asked K that if he ever wanted to break up, please let her know the truth.. and now K had fulfilled her request, but she couldn’t take it.
X was the most heartbroken soul in the world at that point of time. All the 2yrs of their relationship, X felt that it was all nothing. It all gone down the drain. So did K. K thought about the 2 yrs they spent together. K thought although they had been together for so long, they had lost the feeling of being close together since the day they went to different JCs.
But still, K knew it was all his fault. He knew that he had hurt X deeply. Although when he said that it would be better for X to break up with him, he knew that no matter what, he is going to be guilty forever.
This is the words of an irresponsible person. K knew it, he knew he was being unfair to T. He was taking T as someone who would wait forever. He knew that T was waiting for him to give her a reply, but all he did was nothing. So when T asked that question, K was at another crossroad again. K is a indecisive man.. although he knows he has no more feelings for his ex gf, he knows that he cant hurt her, but if he lied to her, he would just be another cheater.
So inside his head, he didn’t know what to do. Finally , he told T “ I cant break up with her, please don’t force me. I really dun wish to do that” This sentence hurts T a lot. She thought that if K really liked her, why is he treating her just like someone who is going to be waiting for him forever? But T didn’t say anything, she knows that it was all her fault for telling K that she liked him.
And so T broke down. T said” from the minute I told u I liked u, I never expect u to do anything.. I am not pressuring u to do anything. The reason why I tell u I like u is I dun wish to keep my feelings inside me and not let u know”.
This sentence made K realise how much T is willing to do for him. It also made K realise that he was being unfair to T and his heart… He made up his mind then….
So K tried to break up with his gf. But K was soft hearted. He cant do it. Everytime he see her, he couldn’t bring himself to do it. Although T didn’t pressure K by words, the pressure was there for K to talk to his gf. K felt like a bastard. He knows that his gf was a very very nice girl with wife qualities, and he doesn’t want to hurt her. Although T didn’t have that many good qualities, K felt that T was someone in his life that would affect him forever. It is that something called Fate that K and T had.
So one fine day, K decided to confess to his gf. K had another friend, B, who was a lady killer. B was a two timer type of guy, who had always cheated girls of their feelings. When B wanted to break up with a girl, it was always because of another girl but he would always say a different reason. K didn’t want to do what B always did. K needed to tell his gf the truth. K thought that if he told a lie, it would be even worse for his gf to take it when she finds out the truth as what every girl that B cheated felt really really hurt after that. So K made up his mind.. and he told his gf “ To tell u the truth, I like someone else.. Please don’t be sad over me, take it as a good thing. Breaking up now, would do u good in future…”
K knew these words were heartbreaking, but he still said it, cos whatever he said was meant to be the truth… and time had proved that what K said was really true… But at that point of time, K’s gf… well im tired of saying K’s gf, so let her b X. At that point of time , X felt really hurt.. she cannot forgive K. Although all along their relationship X thought that they were not suitable for one another, and she had asked K that if he ever wanted to break up, please let her know the truth.. and now K had fulfilled her request, but she couldn’t take it.
X was the most heartbroken soul in the world at that point of time. All the 2yrs of their relationship, X felt that it was all nothing. It all gone down the drain. So did K. K thought about the 2 yrs they spent together. K thought although they had been together for so long, they had lost the feeling of being close together since the day they went to different JCs.
But still, K knew it was all his fault. He knew that he had hurt X deeply. Although when he said that it would be better for X to break up with him, he knew that no matter what, he is going to be guilty forever.
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