story of -=K=- :: part 20
But fate wasn’t kind to K. Fate posted K to a place where everyone had evil in their hearts. Every single person in that place were bad. K felt very unhappy there… it made him stressed up, and his health problems came back again. Once again he couldn’t eat well… and he felt terrible every single day of his life there.
But the worse thing that happened to K, was that he became bad tempered. He was back to the old K.. T had no more power to nurture him.. as she no longer spends that much time with K….. one night.. k told T “ how I missed the times when we just finished our A levels … Everyday was so carefree…” K doesn’t know whether now T remembered that sentence…. But it was a very meaningful sentence, Those were the times when K and T were the happiest…Everyday was happy, there was no worries, no problems… all they can be was to enjoy life… but now.. K had to have responsibilities.. no mistake can be done at work or he would face disciplinary actions.. K felt sad… K needed to breathe…
and as each day passed.. K changed.. K became a “bochup” which means everything that comes to K he didnt care... His character changed as well.. he became bad tempered, that was the main change, but the worse change was that he begun to treat T bad temperedly as well.. ( I m not sure whether there is the word badtemperedly”) haha.. Yah, and he treated T bad temperedly. Many times he quarrelled with T, and caused T to feel hurt and sad, and Everyday T felt sad that K treated her that way…
TTdidn’t understand what K was going thru, the fact that he was stuck in NS for 2.5 yrs, K wasn’t mentally prepared.. he wasn’t mature enough to.. But T endured it.. T didn’t say anything about her crying alone at night… T didn’t put it across to K that she felt really really hurt… No one told K about it too.. K himself didn’t know that he changed to become so hack care of T and bad tempered..it was really scary.. he didn’t know that he himself have changed….
K enlisted in apr 2001, and there was a certain JC dance event that was in May every year It was memorable to K and T as in the year 2000, K and T went to that event together… That was when they had their first dance..
K and T didn’t go to nightspots.. so the only chance they could dance was when there was such events. K could still remember how he hugged T when he danced with her… the feeling was just great.. T was K’s everything at that time.. He almost cried out tears of joy that night… but he didn’t tell T, as it was dark. T was from dance, and so she decided to go back to school in the year 2001…
K decided to take leave for that day, and so K and T prepared to go back to school together. Before that day, K kept thinking and reminiscing about the same time last year when he had T in his arms and dancing with emotions… He kept thinking that he had to dance with T that night… T was from dance, so naturally K asked T to get 3 tickets, one for him, and 2 for his 2 friends, the 2 whom accompanied him to watch T dance before at Suntec. K wanted so badly to have another dance with T.
Although K had become more bad tempered, the love he had for T was still strong and burning within. So when T and K went back to school.. K had many memories.. He remembered all the times when he had spent in school with T.. But he didn’t know that T was very unhappy.. T cried every night.. but K didn’t know.. T suffered many things.. but she didn’t let K know…
I have said many things about K bad habits.. but T also had a bad habit… she didn’t want K to know her sadness, and her hurt.. Never did she told K that she had been crying every night since K became bad tempered and was stern to T. So K didn’t know why T was acting strangely the whole day. K was insensitive, and to make matters worse, T often suffered in silence. K took leave that day, the first time he took leave .. and it was only a month into his service. So he hope tat his leave didn’t go wasted… For the whole day he thought of dancing with T… but in T’s head.. she had other thoughts… she decided that she couldn’t take K’s bad temper anymore.. she wanted to break up with K.
But the worse thing that happened to K, was that he became bad tempered. He was back to the old K.. T had no more power to nurture him.. as she no longer spends that much time with K….. one night.. k told T “ how I missed the times when we just finished our A levels … Everyday was so carefree…” K doesn’t know whether now T remembered that sentence…. But it was a very meaningful sentence, Those were the times when K and T were the happiest…Everyday was happy, there was no worries, no problems… all they can be was to enjoy life… but now.. K had to have responsibilities.. no mistake can be done at work or he would face disciplinary actions.. K felt sad… K needed to breathe…
and as each day passed.. K changed.. K became a “bochup” which means everything that comes to K he didnt care... His character changed as well.. he became bad tempered, that was the main change, but the worse change was that he begun to treat T bad temperedly as well.. ( I m not sure whether there is the word badtemperedly”) haha.. Yah, and he treated T bad temperedly. Many times he quarrelled with T, and caused T to feel hurt and sad, and Everyday T felt sad that K treated her that way…
TTdidn’t understand what K was going thru, the fact that he was stuck in NS for 2.5 yrs, K wasn’t mentally prepared.. he wasn’t mature enough to.. But T endured it.. T didn’t say anything about her crying alone at night… T didn’t put it across to K that she felt really really hurt… No one told K about it too.. K himself didn’t know that he changed to become so hack care of T and bad tempered..it was really scary.. he didn’t know that he himself have changed….
K enlisted in apr 2001, and there was a certain JC dance event that was in May every year It was memorable to K and T as in the year 2000, K and T went to that event together… That was when they had their first dance..
K and T didn’t go to nightspots.. so the only chance they could dance was when there was such events. K could still remember how he hugged T when he danced with her… the feeling was just great.. T was K’s everything at that time.. He almost cried out tears of joy that night… but he didn’t tell T, as it was dark. T was from dance, and so she decided to go back to school in the year 2001…
K decided to take leave for that day, and so K and T prepared to go back to school together. Before that day, K kept thinking and reminiscing about the same time last year when he had T in his arms and dancing with emotions… He kept thinking that he had to dance with T that night… T was from dance, so naturally K asked T to get 3 tickets, one for him, and 2 for his 2 friends, the 2 whom accompanied him to watch T dance before at Suntec. K wanted so badly to have another dance with T.
Although K had become more bad tempered, the love he had for T was still strong and burning within. So when T and K went back to school.. K had many memories.. He remembered all the times when he had spent in school with T.. But he didn’t know that T was very unhappy.. T cried every night.. but K didn’t know.. T suffered many things.. but she didn’t let K know…
I have said many things about K bad habits.. but T also had a bad habit… she didn’t want K to know her sadness, and her hurt.. Never did she told K that she had been crying every night since K became bad tempered and was stern to T. So K didn’t know why T was acting strangely the whole day. K was insensitive, and to make matters worse, T often suffered in silence. K took leave that day, the first time he took leave .. and it was only a month into his service. So he hope tat his leave didn’t go wasted… For the whole day he thought of dancing with T… but in T’s head.. she had other thoughts… she decided that she couldn’t take K’s bad temper anymore.. she wanted to break up with K.
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