story of -=K=- :: part 23

K continued serving his Ns… and T was preparing to go to university.. During the times when T hadnt enter university, they were still very much in love.. Every time , K would meet T.. and they were still as good as ever.. They were a dynamic couple… Complemented each other well.. it was just like they were two halves.. K was a clerk, remember? So K had the luxury of booking out everyday.

But K didn’t want to waste his army life. K thought to himself… If I come out of army 2.5 years later… T would still be in university… Oh yah, forgot to say anything about K’s A level results.. K passed all his subjects.. but his grades for maths were too poor for him to b e considered for university.. he got an E.. So he thought to himself.. that during this time.. he has got to take a certain degree course… so that.. when he got out of army, he could start to support T…

Everything he did.. he considered T as his first priority… He and T planned very very far ahead… but little did they know that it was not to be… K still rememberd one night.. when he asked T.. when do u want to get married?? And T said… when you want to marry me… and K would always say “ right now” and then T would blush and say not now she is still studying… And so K planned to be able to support T the moment he came out of Ns.. so that they will live a happy life together…

But all these that K thought of, T didn’t really wanted that… She didn’t wanted K to do it for her… she wanted K to do it for himself… Doing all these things didn’t meant anything to K if there was no more T… T was ½ the reason remember? T was K’s motivating factor… but T didn’t know it… She didn’t know that if K didn’t have her… HE would be a diff person totally.. Just like how T changed… T had become a better person because of K.. Love changes a person for the better…

But K… K was a sad case… it was all because of his mentality.. that he and T would be together forever.. that made him neglect T… All inside his mind was.. “ T and me are made for each other.. and we will never break up.. “ that is why K thinks… all his life he had never met someone like T whom he is head over heels in love with.. it’s the same situation with T…. she has never gone so crazy over a guy before.. ( the words of her best friend ) T never ever thought that she will break up with K… she also thought that K would be with her forever and get married… But they had different views..

While K knew that T would be with her forever, he didn’t treasure her.. he didn’t feel for her.. think for her.. be considerate for T…take care of T… show concern for T…. he didn’t try to understand what T was going through in her life… the more he thinks they are made for one another, the more he didn’t treat her as well as he should.. But T was different… The reason why T always change and sacrificed for K is because she knows that she loves him and wanted to be with him and get married... so she didnt mind putting everything into the relationship.. But T was going to university.. and everything would change soon…