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29.11.05

story of -=K=- :: part 29

There was an incident.. which made K really angry with T again.. K was a guy who only know how to get angry with T... but for this incident... It wasn't anybody's fault at all.. K took leave again to go out with T.. naturally no NSF would want their leave to be wasted... but that day.. T told K... that she cant confirm with him what time would she finish her project... after that.. T would go and look for K ... So K waited at home... He saw T online.. and msged her... " what time will u be coming" And it was about 12 noon... and T keep saying " soon " " soon " .... But T didn't come "soon".. she took a long long time... every now and then.. k would ask her what time will she finish doing the project... and everytime he asked.. T would say soon...

K couldn't understand why T took so long.. although he knows that T had a project, he didn't want to waste his leave just waiting like that... it was really sad to know that ur precious leave is wasted, I am sure everyone knows that...But T felt really pressured... she needed to finish it as fast as she can.. but projects... is not under the control of T alone, there were other members too...

So K got frustrated by the hour... each passing hour makes K felt even more frustrated. Each time T said soon.. he felt like he was being cheated... finally... at 7 pm.. T called K... and guess what she said? She said " do u want to come down to my school and join me and my friends for pool? We are going to play pool now..." Anyone can feel K's frustration? K didn't want to play pool with T or her friends. K didn't want to go out with any other pple. K only wanted T to spend time with him, and now T , who had promised to come over to look for him, asked him to join her friends for pool instead... " what a joke " k thought in his head.. how can T treat him like this.. he thought....

So K got angry.. and said, " forget it, don't meet, u go with them" this abrupt sentence made T feel that K was angry, and so she said... " if u are angry, I meet u only, don't go with them " .. but K, although he wanted so much to meet T when he took leave, decided that T would be happier if she goes out with her friends instead... but instead of saying what he feels... he said.. " go with them, u never wanted to meet me anyway. U made me wait 7 hrs for you, and now u ask me to go and play pool with u and your friends, what a big joke. U like to go with them, then u go with them, dun ask me to come." And he put down the phone...

At that time, K didn't know what T was thinking. Surely she understands that K took leave to go out with her? Surely she knows that K didn't want anyone else togo out with them... Surely she knows that he will be angry when she ask that he go play pool with her friends? Till now... T didn't say why... But K guessed its because she was too tired and wanted to enjoy herself with her friends instead of coming to look for K as it was late. "She don't care about me anymore.. " K thought in his head... That incident made K feel that T had changed...

But in fact... it was K who neglected T first... but at that point of time,.. K didn't know that... he didn't know that T did was a result of what he did.. he was the cause of it all.... That moment was a turning pt in their lives... T was feeling really really tired already...That night.. K waited for T to come home... he wanted to C how late T came home... because T didn't want to look for him because it was late...

in the end.. T came home quite late... and he said..." if u can come home so late... and u didn't want to come and look for me... it is not an excuse.." or something like that. He blamed T for not coming... and T asked him " I thought u asked me to go with them?" I don't know why K said that... but he wanted to say.. " please do not go with them... I have been waiting for u dear..." that was what he wanted to say... but I guess... K's mouth n K's heart are really two separate entities....

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