story of -=K=- :: part 24
But although K didn’t treat T well.. in his heart.. no one can ever replace T… T was like the person meant for him. He knows that…. But he didn’t think that T needs concern and care just like any other woman… Maybe he knows that T needed them.. but he was too “bochup” to do it.. he cared for T and was concerned only at times he feel like it… he didn’t give whole heartedly… All he knows is that he is unhappy everyday…
K was not mentally prepared to serve his country… So everyday he thought this Is the time for T to show that she really can wait for K… so instead of treating her well.. he expected T to treat him better….
This is one thing.. that not many guys know… not many guys can understand what is their gf going through when their love is in national service.. Not many. But on the girl’s side.. neither could they ever understand what it means to be forced to do somethin that u don’t like to do… so neither could understand each other…
No girl can ever know what the guy go through… but there is no excuse… because the guy didn’t know what females go through too… they only know that they are the ones suffering…they couldn’t see that even though the girl is at least studying and all that, they have stress and school problems to cope with too…
But although all these problems surfaced…. It wasn’t enough to rock their relationship… T was still putting wholeheartedly into the relationship… There was once… which K made T cry again… K was pes E remember? So he had the luxury of able to take lessons at night…
Once.. T’s family went abroad… So K hoped to spend another night with T… when I say that K wanted to spend a night with T… I don’t mean that K wanted to have sex with t… K only wanted to re- live the happy memories of the times at the chalet… K wanted to re feel the happiness of intimacy with the one he loved… But T couldn’t. K cannot understand why T could go to her friends place to spend a night or go to some chalet with her friends… and he couldn’t understand why T couldn’t do it for him… He always thought that if T really wanted to spend a night with him.. she could always lie… K always expects his gf to lie to their parents for him… But T couldn’t do it.. she was afraid of getting found out… the consequences would be serious..
K didn’t think about all these… K only knew that T was being unfair to him… He thought that T treated her best friend better… K just couldn’t see it at that time… what made it worse.. he didn’t believe that T wanted to spend a night with him.. He thought that T didn’t want to… why did he think that? It was all because T always tell him she cant, he took it that she didn’t want. So this time.. when T’s family went abroad… K hoped for T to just spend one night with him… Although T parents were away… her brothers were still around, and they were responsible for her…
As each day passed.. K began to get unhappy again… during that time, one incident happened.. which hurt T even more… left another scar in her heart…. T, after returning home from school… was tired and needed to rest… but she thought… abuot cooking a meal for K and bringing it to him before his evening class.. this was the sweetest thing someone in her 18s would do… but before T did it… she was tired and went to sleep first…
K lesson start at 6.45.. and so he didn’t want T to be late… And he told T.. if u really wanted to cook for me.. please do not be late or I wont have time to eat the dinner u cooked… T didn’t know that K’s lesson started at 6.45.. she thought that his lesson started at 7… but she rushed and rushed… she woke up a little late… and K started to feel that she had the mind to do it.. but not the heart as she was late… K, who had been unhappy because of T not agreeing to spend 1 night with him… had that in his mind all along… so when T was late… he wasn’t happy at all… T reached there at 6.45, and the only thing that K said when T reached was… “ why are u so late? I have no more time to eat it already…”
If the dinner was bought… That would have meant nothing to T.. but the dinner she made for K was with her heart and love… she wanted to do it just for K… Did I tell u before that T didn’t know how to cook before she met K? But when she knew K, she learned how to cook a few dishes from her mum just to cook for K…..
But at that moment… K knew that T had put in effort to cook for him… but his mind got the better of him.. and instead of saying sweet words to T.. he said hurtful ones… he said.. if u really wanted me to have dinner before lessons.. u wouldn’t have been late…. Do u all know why T made dinner for K? it was because… K always told t that he hoped for her to cook for him… he also told T that everytime he had evening lessons.. he skipped dinner… Although T couldn’t cook everyday… she hoped to at least do it once for him…
But K was unhappy with T… so even though he knew that T did it all for him… he didn’t let her know.. he didn’t made T feel appreciated… he made T felt hurt when he said why was u so late… Maybe from that day on.. T stopped doing so much anymore… but K didn’t know…
T burst into tears when K said those words… she said… “ do u know I felt when I was late? I didn’t want to be late… I din want to spend money taking a cab.. so I waited for the bus instead… I put in effort to bring all these to you.. but u don’t appreciate it… “ and she started to cry… When T cried.. K felt like crying too.. K said “I'm sorry… because if u were late it serves no purpose.. I have no time to eat it..” In his heart..
K felt really happy that T would do such a thing… but he didn’t say it out… why do I say that K felt really happy? It was because later during the lesson… he kept thinking what a sweet gf he have… he was really really happy. He put his food on the table.. and didn’t have time to eat it as he said… but all throughuot the lesson.. he kept lookin at it…. He even told his friend that it was his gf that cooked for him.. I guess T was really heartbroken when K was unhappy for her being late.. and went home … with another scar in her heart… When K got home.. hetold T that he is eating her dinner now.. and told her that he appreciates it … but I guess T was already hurt again earlier on… it was another case of being too late…
K was not mentally prepared to serve his country… So everyday he thought this Is the time for T to show that she really can wait for K… so instead of treating her well.. he expected T to treat him better….
This is one thing.. that not many guys know… not many guys can understand what is their gf going through when their love is in national service.. Not many. But on the girl’s side.. neither could they ever understand what it means to be forced to do somethin that u don’t like to do… so neither could understand each other…
No girl can ever know what the guy go through… but there is no excuse… because the guy didn’t know what females go through too… they only know that they are the ones suffering…they couldn’t see that even though the girl is at least studying and all that, they have stress and school problems to cope with too…
But although all these problems surfaced…. It wasn’t enough to rock their relationship… T was still putting wholeheartedly into the relationship… There was once… which K made T cry again… K was pes E remember? So he had the luxury of able to take lessons at night…
Once.. T’s family went abroad… So K hoped to spend another night with T… when I say that K wanted to spend a night with T… I don’t mean that K wanted to have sex with t… K only wanted to re- live the happy memories of the times at the chalet… K wanted to re feel the happiness of intimacy with the one he loved… But T couldn’t. K cannot understand why T could go to her friends place to spend a night or go to some chalet with her friends… and he couldn’t understand why T couldn’t do it for him… He always thought that if T really wanted to spend a night with him.. she could always lie… K always expects his gf to lie to their parents for him… But T couldn’t do it.. she was afraid of getting found out… the consequences would be serious..
K didn’t think about all these… K only knew that T was being unfair to him… He thought that T treated her best friend better… K just couldn’t see it at that time… what made it worse.. he didn’t believe that T wanted to spend a night with him.. He thought that T didn’t want to… why did he think that? It was all because T always tell him she cant, he took it that she didn’t want. So this time.. when T’s family went abroad… K hoped for T to just spend one night with him… Although T parents were away… her brothers were still around, and they were responsible for her…
As each day passed.. K began to get unhappy again… during that time, one incident happened.. which hurt T even more… left another scar in her heart…. T, after returning home from school… was tired and needed to rest… but she thought… abuot cooking a meal for K and bringing it to him before his evening class.. this was the sweetest thing someone in her 18s would do… but before T did it… she was tired and went to sleep first…
K lesson start at 6.45.. and so he didn’t want T to be late… And he told T.. if u really wanted to cook for me.. please do not be late or I wont have time to eat the dinner u cooked… T didn’t know that K’s lesson started at 6.45.. she thought that his lesson started at 7… but she rushed and rushed… she woke up a little late… and K started to feel that she had the mind to do it.. but not the heart as she was late… K, who had been unhappy because of T not agreeing to spend 1 night with him… had that in his mind all along… so when T was late… he wasn’t happy at all… T reached there at 6.45, and the only thing that K said when T reached was… “ why are u so late? I have no more time to eat it already…”
If the dinner was bought… That would have meant nothing to T.. but the dinner she made for K was with her heart and love… she wanted to do it just for K… Did I tell u before that T didn’t know how to cook before she met K? But when she knew K, she learned how to cook a few dishes from her mum just to cook for K…..
But at that moment… K knew that T had put in effort to cook for him… but his mind got the better of him.. and instead of saying sweet words to T.. he said hurtful ones… he said.. if u really wanted me to have dinner before lessons.. u wouldn’t have been late…. Do u all know why T made dinner for K? it was because… K always told t that he hoped for her to cook for him… he also told T that everytime he had evening lessons.. he skipped dinner… Although T couldn’t cook everyday… she hoped to at least do it once for him…
But K was unhappy with T… so even though he knew that T did it all for him… he didn’t let her know.. he didn’t made T feel appreciated… he made T felt hurt when he said why was u so late… Maybe from that day on.. T stopped doing so much anymore… but K didn’t know…
T burst into tears when K said those words… she said… “ do u know I felt when I was late? I didn’t want to be late… I din want to spend money taking a cab.. so I waited for the bus instead… I put in effort to bring all these to you.. but u don’t appreciate it… “ and she started to cry… When T cried.. K felt like crying too.. K said “I'm sorry… because if u were late it serves no purpose.. I have no time to eat it..” In his heart..
K felt really happy that T would do such a thing… but he didn’t say it out… why do I say that K felt really happy? It was because later during the lesson… he kept thinking what a sweet gf he have… he was really really happy. He put his food on the table.. and didn’t have time to eat it as he said… but all throughuot the lesson.. he kept lookin at it…. He even told his friend that it was his gf that cooked for him.. I guess T was really heartbroken when K was unhappy for her being late.. and went home … with another scar in her heart… When K got home.. hetold T that he is eating her dinner now.. and told her that he appreciates it … but I guess T was already hurt again earlier on… it was another case of being too late…
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