story of -=K=- :: part 32
There was one rare time.. when K made T happy... It was another time... when T was going to school to study at night overnight. K bought something for T... T loved a certain brand of sweets that had many different colors in it. So that day... when T was going to school, K was unlucky to be on mobilization manning... which meant that he couldn't go to her school to be with her. Everything seemed planned out by Fate... the one who made them and broke them. T didn't spent time in school overnights.. but just that very time she wanted to go, K's camp was on mobilization, and K couldn't risk going there as his camp and her school were 2 hours apart in terms of journey time... It was all fated.
But although K could not go to her school with T... he bought the very sweets that T loved... he bought them... and gave them to T on Saturday... although it was only a small gesture... T was very happy... how did K know? Because that night.. when T was studying in school.. K asked T... " how dear, did u eat the sweeties I give u?" and T replied.. " no..." then K asked.. " why not? U didn't like it?" and T replied.. " no... I bu she de chi.... ( which means she could not bear to eat them..." then K asked her.. " why u bu she de chi leh? I buy for u hope that it will keep u awake.. " the sweets were good at keeping pple awake as it was a little sour... and then T started to say.. " whenever u give me something, I feel very happy.. no matter how small or cheap the thing is.. I still like it a lot.. " and that touched K... K bought the sweets as a small gesture to keep her awake.. and T appreciated it... but the things that T did for K... he never appreciates it...
So the time came... for T and K to take their exams.. remember that K is studying too? All along.. K was very confident in that field of study he is in... Remember the bubble tea stall that I talked about? T and K still go there... Previously.. they had always gone there for studying... but after the A levels... T and K still go there... to eat.. and drink... that was just like their very own "lao di fang", which means same old meeting place.
They spent so much time there.. and now when K and T were about to take their exams, they go there a few times too.. Many times when T needed someone to study with her... she hoped for K to accompany her... she hoped that K could just be there for her while she studies...but she is not that selfish... when she ask K to study with her, she knows that K's weekends are very valuable and she didn't want K to spend a weekend just studying with her if he didn't feel like it... T was that considerate for K... K didn't like studying... and as he was very confident... he didn't see the need to prepare for his exams.
Whenever K and T went to study together, K was always the one that wanted to leave. K wasn't considerate enough to understand that T needs him to be with her ... T felt so stressed up.. T could not take it studying alone by herself... maybe she can take it.. but she would be happier to know that K was beside her.. there was once that K and T met at the airport to study... and when 6 pm reaches, K told T that he had enough... he wanted to go home soon... then he left... and left T there.... He told T to meet her for dinner after she finishes studying... at their own "lao di fang". That was one time when K couldn't sacrifice his weekend studying with K. K didn't do it. K only knows that his weekend is precious, he didn't think that his presence was even more precious for T..
now that when K walks past the place now... he don't feel like walking into the place anymore... When he sees the chairs, tables and the stall owner at the shop now.. he didn't know what to do... he just hated to walk past there now.... Whenever he goes near that place.. he will start thinking about those happy times spent with T... Never will T n K go there together anymore...That was in october... october 2001....
T heart is filled with holes by October 2001... and K still didn't know anything... All that they went through, K didn't think that it would be serious... he never thought that T would give up their relationship... He thought that their love could withstand anything.. but let me tell you... no matter how strong the love is... there is also other things.. like security.. concern... care... support.. encouragement...money..( not that impt for some ppl , but very impt for others ) T didn't need anything much... she needed... care and concern.. and love.. that was her basic needs... K remembers when he was in P tekong... Man basic needs are : food air and S**... but for K.. his basic needs... is.. T, T and T.... T was the reason that motivates him on everyday.. T was the reason that gave him aim in life... He may seem like an unfilial son, but apart from his parents... T was the only other thing closer to him. One fine night.. K's dad told him... " don't take T for granted, she is not obliged to wait for you when are in the army " K took this sentence negatively.. he interpret it as... " T will leave u anytime when u are in the army" K didn't realise that what his dad said was really going to mean a lot for him...... finally .. the day came for T to finish her exams... the minute T finished her exams.. she planned lots of activities... she went over night to her friends place.. and after that she got a chalet... if only she didn't go to the chalet... because it was the final nail that plunged into her heart..
When T told K that she was going to her friends house to stay, K once again felt jealous... K wasn't jealous of anything, he was purely jealous over the fact that T always spends nights with her friends and not with her... That was a main concern.. he didn't understand why T could not lie to her parents and spend a night with him when she herself wanted to also.... So once again.. K was unhappy... but as this wasn't the first time.. it wasn't that bad.. K took it easy... but the next day, T was not going to be home again... all these times.. K and T still talked every night.. But it was no longer K and T taking turns or calling each other... it was T who called K and not K who called T. T felt that K no longer cared for her... he was more interested in his games.. but K still felt for T... he was blinded by games. He had become a no life freak..
But although K could not go to her school with T... he bought the very sweets that T loved... he bought them... and gave them to T on Saturday... although it was only a small gesture... T was very happy... how did K know? Because that night.. when T was studying in school.. K asked T... " how dear, did u eat the sweeties I give u?" and T replied.. " no..." then K asked.. " why not? U didn't like it?" and T replied.. " no... I bu she de chi.... ( which means she could not bear to eat them..." then K asked her.. " why u bu she de chi leh? I buy for u hope that it will keep u awake.. " the sweets were good at keeping pple awake as it was a little sour... and then T started to say.. " whenever u give me something, I feel very happy.. no matter how small or cheap the thing is.. I still like it a lot.. " and that touched K... K bought the sweets as a small gesture to keep her awake.. and T appreciated it... but the things that T did for K... he never appreciates it...
So the time came... for T and K to take their exams.. remember that K is studying too? All along.. K was very confident in that field of study he is in... Remember the bubble tea stall that I talked about? T and K still go there... Previously.. they had always gone there for studying... but after the A levels... T and K still go there... to eat.. and drink... that was just like their very own "lao di fang", which means same old meeting place.
They spent so much time there.. and now when K and T were about to take their exams, they go there a few times too.. Many times when T needed someone to study with her... she hoped for K to accompany her... she hoped that K could just be there for her while she studies...but she is not that selfish... when she ask K to study with her, she knows that K's weekends are very valuable and she didn't want K to spend a weekend just studying with her if he didn't feel like it... T was that considerate for K... K didn't like studying... and as he was very confident... he didn't see the need to prepare for his exams.
Whenever K and T went to study together, K was always the one that wanted to leave. K wasn't considerate enough to understand that T needs him to be with her ... T felt so stressed up.. T could not take it studying alone by herself... maybe she can take it.. but she would be happier to know that K was beside her.. there was once that K and T met at the airport to study... and when 6 pm reaches, K told T that he had enough... he wanted to go home soon... then he left... and left T there.... He told T to meet her for dinner after she finishes studying... at their own "lao di fang". That was one time when K couldn't sacrifice his weekend studying with K. K didn't do it. K only knows that his weekend is precious, he didn't think that his presence was even more precious for T..
now that when K walks past the place now... he don't feel like walking into the place anymore... When he sees the chairs, tables and the stall owner at the shop now.. he didn't know what to do... he just hated to walk past there now.... Whenever he goes near that place.. he will start thinking about those happy times spent with T... Never will T n K go there together anymore...That was in october... october 2001....
T heart is filled with holes by October 2001... and K still didn't know anything... All that they went through, K didn't think that it would be serious... he never thought that T would give up their relationship... He thought that their love could withstand anything.. but let me tell you... no matter how strong the love is... there is also other things.. like security.. concern... care... support.. encouragement...money..( not that impt for some ppl , but very impt for others ) T didn't need anything much... she needed... care and concern.. and love.. that was her basic needs... K remembers when he was in P tekong... Man basic needs are : food air and S**... but for K.. his basic needs... is.. T, T and T.... T was the reason that motivates him on everyday.. T was the reason that gave him aim in life... He may seem like an unfilial son, but apart from his parents... T was the only other thing closer to him. One fine night.. K's dad told him... " don't take T for granted, she is not obliged to wait for you when are in the army " K took this sentence negatively.. he interpret it as... " T will leave u anytime when u are in the army" K didn't realise that what his dad said was really going to mean a lot for him...... finally .. the day came for T to finish her exams... the minute T finished her exams.. she planned lots of activities... she went over night to her friends place.. and after that she got a chalet... if only she didn't go to the chalet... because it was the final nail that plunged into her heart..
When T told K that she was going to her friends house to stay, K once again felt jealous... K wasn't jealous of anything, he was purely jealous over the fact that T always spends nights with her friends and not with her... That was a main concern.. he didn't understand why T could not lie to her parents and spend a night with him when she herself wanted to also.... So once again.. K was unhappy... but as this wasn't the first time.. it wasn't that bad.. K took it easy... but the next day, T was not going to be home again... all these times.. K and T still talked every night.. But it was no longer K and T taking turns or calling each other... it was T who called K and not K who called T. T felt that K no longer cared for her... he was more interested in his games.. but K still felt for T... he was blinded by games. He had become a no life freak..
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