story of -=K=- :: post 31
That night... they talked online... it was till then did K found out that T wanted to bring food down to the beach and enjoy a night with K... but she said.. " U looked so keen to eat the steamboat." And K said.. " I thought u didn't want me to bring u to the beach..." Although this was only a small incident..it shows two things.. it shows that T n K loved each other a lot... but it also showed that... they had a communication problem .... The communication problem between them has surfaced...
Many times K told T about his problems in Ns... but T could do nothing about it.. many times T told K about the problems in school.. neither could T do anything about it... they had their own problems.. and they both need someone to be there for them... but neither could be there for each other... Both T and K was insecure and dependent souls... K was independent when it comes to takin care of himself and living on.. but he was emotionally dependent... So was T... T was an insecure and dependent girl... So both of them didn't cope well with their lives... Many a time.. T called K to confide in him... and many
times.. K was too tired... many a time.. K smsed T when she was in school... and many times T replied very very slowly... there was one incident.. which made T sad again...
Once.. K wanted to go to T's school to pick her up... But he wanted to talk to T as he was going there. He tried to call T many times.. but T didn't pick up his call... the night before, K had told T... if I ever called you tomorrow, please come out to pick up my call... He expects T to come out from her lesson to pick up his call... which was rather silly. Why cant he just wait for T to finish? But at that time, K felt that way.. he felt that T should do that... so when he cant find his way up her school, he called her.. time after time.. but she just didn't pick up.... She even rejected his call.... So K waited and waited and called and called while waiting.... Finally.. T came out of the lecture theatre... what did she c but K's angry face again... K had went all the way to T's school... from his workplace.. which was about 2 hrs time... but he din make his effort to make T touched..
When he saw T.. The first thing that he said was.. " why did u not pick up my call?" And then they argued and both of them got angry... in the end... K walked away just like that... he walked out of the school... alone... and didn't speak a word to T when T reached the bus stop later. T was sad and silent at the bus stop, K was angry and silent. When K and T reached the mrt, K decided to just walk fast and dump T behind. It was really silly.. he had gone all the way to look for T.. and he is just walking away like that... when he thinks about it now... he was really an idiot.
In the end.. K went to an arcade to play all by himself.... K didn't like going to arcades.. but at that time.. he just did it... But T was forgiving... T didn't want K to waste her efforts.. so she went to look for K... she knew exactly where K was... She knew K only too well... But once again... another nail had been hammered into her heart.... The situation was... just like the time when T made dinner for K... K didn't appreciate it because it was late... This time... T didn't appreciate it because K was angry..(K's point of view)
When K thinks about all these now.. he is filled with regrets... why was T always sad? Why did he often do things to hurt T when she is the one that he loves so much? This is really lame... If time could be reversed , K would have done many things differently. K was a fool to have treated T like that... K didn't show T that he really loved her and cared for her.. he only showed her anger, distrust, pain, and unhappiness when what he had was love, care, devotion and happiness. He hurt T unknowingly and bluntly... there is no excuse for hurting T, but if K said what he really wanted everytime he met a situation... T wouldn't have had so many holes in her heart.... Maybe 1 or 2 small ones... haha........ I din mean to laugh.... I am laughing out of sadness.
Many times K told T about his problems in Ns... but T could do nothing about it.. many times T told K about the problems in school.. neither could T do anything about it... they had their own problems.. and they both need someone to be there for them... but neither could be there for each other... Both T and K was insecure and dependent souls... K was independent when it comes to takin care of himself and living on.. but he was emotionally dependent... So was T... T was an insecure and dependent girl... So both of them didn't cope well with their lives... Many a time.. T called K to confide in him... and many
times.. K was too tired... many a time.. K smsed T when she was in school... and many times T replied very very slowly... there was one incident.. which made T sad again...
Once.. K wanted to go to T's school to pick her up... But he wanted to talk to T as he was going there. He tried to call T many times.. but T didn't pick up his call... the night before, K had told T... if I ever called you tomorrow, please come out to pick up my call... He expects T to come out from her lesson to pick up his call... which was rather silly. Why cant he just wait for T to finish? But at that time, K felt that way.. he felt that T should do that... so when he cant find his way up her school, he called her.. time after time.. but she just didn't pick up.... She even rejected his call.... So K waited and waited and called and called while waiting.... Finally.. T came out of the lecture theatre... what did she c but K's angry face again... K had went all the way to T's school... from his workplace.. which was about 2 hrs time... but he din make his effort to make T touched..
When he saw T.. The first thing that he said was.. " why did u not pick up my call?" And then they argued and both of them got angry... in the end... K walked away just like that... he walked out of the school... alone... and didn't speak a word to T when T reached the bus stop later. T was sad and silent at the bus stop, K was angry and silent. When K and T reached the mrt, K decided to just walk fast and dump T behind. It was really silly.. he had gone all the way to look for T.. and he is just walking away like that... when he thinks about it now... he was really an idiot.
In the end.. K went to an arcade to play all by himself.... K didn't like going to arcades.. but at that time.. he just did it... But T was forgiving... T didn't want K to waste her efforts.. so she went to look for K... she knew exactly where K was... She knew K only too well... But once again... another nail had been hammered into her heart.... The situation was... just like the time when T made dinner for K... K didn't appreciate it because it was late... This time... T didn't appreciate it because K was angry..(K's point of view)
When K thinks about all these now.. he is filled with regrets... why was T always sad? Why did he often do things to hurt T when she is the one that he loves so much? This is really lame... If time could be reversed , K would have done many things differently. K was a fool to have treated T like that... K didn't show T that he really loved her and cared for her.. he only showed her anger, distrust, pain, and unhappiness when what he had was love, care, devotion and happiness. He hurt T unknowingly and bluntly... there is no excuse for hurting T, but if K said what he really wanted everytime he met a situation... T wouldn't have had so many holes in her heart.... Maybe 1 or 2 small ones... haha........ I din mean to laugh.... I am laughing out of sadness.
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