story of -=K=- :: part 36

And so... a week passed... it was K's birthday.. K's birthday was in the middle of his exams.... That day.. all he wanted was to see T... but he didn't call t... he missed T dearly... but he didn't tell her that... each day that T didn't contact K, K missed her so much. It was his birthday... and there was no T... at this time.. K received an sms from his mutual friend of K and T... which says.. " happy birhtday!!!, enjoy your birthday With T!!" K didn't reply... how was he suppose to enjoy his birthday with T? When K got the sms... he felt like crying... in his heart... he thought that T didn't want him any more... how was he supposed to do anything to get her back? That was the first week.. and it was the worst time of his life....but on K's birthday.. K called T... he thought that T will not pick up the phone like she didn't for the entire week... but she did... she was really calm when she did that.

K asked T.. " do u remember that its my birthday today?" K still hoped that he could meet T.... T replied.. " of course I remember its your birthday... can I meet u to pass u my gift?" K was touched.. K didn't think that T would have a present for her... everytime T gave K a present.. it had lots of meaning....

Her first kiss... it meant a lot to her... it was a symbol of love and innocence..... A pillow... for K and her to lie on.... And to make K think of T whenever he sleeps... A sofa set with a heart on it... made with love... to touch K......Hand made bands when she was in indonesia... to show how much she misses K....

But guess what T gave K this time? It was the saddest gift that K had gotten from T... It was a optical sensor mouse... It had a lot of meaning too.... It had so much meaning that when K saw it... He felt like crying... As I type this story.... I cant help but feel that the optical sensor mouse is what T is trying to tell K what she feels....that K liked his computer more than anything else... and he would be happier to receive that present instead of all the meaningful gifts that she had gave K before....

That day, K spoke to T... he felt that T really changed... T was no longer the old T that gave in everytime.. T had hardened her heart... But K didn't know why... K didn't know what did he do that made T became like that... how was he to know? Every time he smsed her.. she didn't reply... At that time he couldn't think of anything else except that T wanted to gave up that relationship...that day... K hugged t... but the feeling was not the same any more.. T was cold and hard hearted... How sad was K that day... he thought that T had a change of heart... It was the saddest birthday he had ever lived in his 19 yrs.