story of -=K=- :: part 42

But K didn't know. He didn't know that his beloved T was already with someone else... So one night.. when K was in tears again.. he sent 2 msgs to T... he said..

" I don't know what u are doing right now... But I am as usual, thinking of you , just like every other night since u left me.. I miss you T..."

And he said.. " Just want to let u know that I have not stopped loving you since the day we broke up... Its not so easy to forget someone like you.."

But T was already with the other guy... and she didn't remember those sms now.... It had no meaning to her anymore.. But K didn't know. He was in the dark.. he thought to himself.. If T wanted to have fun and wanted to enjoy her life and not wait for me.. its for her own good.. If T wanted to study hard and not think about guys.. its also for her good... and so with that in mind.. K only felt sorrow and could not do anything.. If going back to the relationship is not what T want.. K respected that.

But If the real reason that T didn't want K anymore was because she was giving up on him as he had hurt her, he would not have given T up.. He believed in the wrong reasons.. again and again...Throughout the time that he was sad... he thought that he could do nothing about it.... And that was the most heartbreaking part of it all... K thought about the times when he was dreaming about building a family with T... he thought.. T was studying when he ORDed.. he thought... he would get a stable job.. and start off with his accounting qualifications... he thought how nice it was to one day be able to go to T's school and drive her home...

He dreamt of many things. How he and T will get married once she finished schooling... he remembered the times when T would blush and say she wants to marry K... he remembered the time when T cooked for him before leaving for indonesia.. just like his wife... he dreamt about how T and him will look like when they are older and had kids.. which would look exactly like them... how cute it would have been... he remembered that sms from T... that one which said " must be very cute.." and it reminds him how hopeful T was in their relationship....

But back to reality... he thought that T no longer want all that.. T doesn't want the dreams anymore... Why is he still thinking about it? He thought he was a fool to think about all these, but no.. he wasn't a fool. He was in love... Love is hopeful.. K hoped so much that all these would not just vanish.. he hoped that it will still be there.. K didn't know why he didn't give up.. He didn't know why he kept thinking about all these...