story of -=K=- :: part 44
But when K found out that T had gone with another guy, he didn't believe it at first...But it was also because that T had become another guy's gf that caused K to find out the real reason...
One rainy night... K could still remember that night.. when it had been raining for the whole day... K received a call at about 12 midnight... It was K's friend who was studying in the same Uni as T... and she said..."K, give it all up... T is with someone else now... dun take it too hard... " that was all she said.... But that one short sentence... meant a million things to K.. It meant.. " so T had another guy all along.." it meant " T lied when she said there would be no future guys.. " it meant T lied when she said she would concentrate on her studies... it meant T lied when she said that she wanted to be free and enjoy herself.... It meant that it was because of the other guy that made T not reply K anymore... It meant why T doesn't want K anymore.. it meant why T could be so hard hearted when she saw K so sad and down on her birthday.. It meant everything....
K didn't sleep that night.. It was as if a lightning bolt had struck K... No one can understand how it feels... That is exactly the same feeling that K didn't want X, to feel last time.. K told X the truth... K told X that there was someone else in the relationship instead of lying.. the pain is intense but truthful... But this time... K felt the agony and sharp biting pain... The biting cold ate into his heart.. He felt like he had been a fool... to cry for T, to be sad for T... to be depressed for T... to spend all his money on drinking for T... to suffer so much for this kind of girl... K took it really hard. He felt that he had been the fool all along.. to trust T when she said there would be no future guys... what a joke it was to K... he had believed T.. he felt so cheated. He felt like he was the biggest biggest emotional freak on earth.
That night he didn't sleep. He called a friend... and talked till he was so tired till he slept... for 2 hrs.... The next day... K had duty to do... and heaven laughed at him that day.. he stood in the rain for 4 hours.. not by choice... but K had no feeling.. K was emotionless... he msged T.. " if u have another guy, please tell me the truth, do not avoid" but still there was no reply. T didn't care a damn about how K felt, she couldn't care less anymore. The skies cried just like K was crying in his heart.
Never had someone seen K looked like that before.. he looked like a zombie. A dead zombie... standing in the rain. It was such a terrible day that thinking about it makes K very bitter... And to add it all.. T didn't care about what K was feeling right now.... She didn't bother to reply.... But have anyone wondered why K bothered to ask T? it was because he loved T still..
One rainy night... K could still remember that night.. when it had been raining for the whole day... K received a call at about 12 midnight... It was K's friend who was studying in the same Uni as T... and she said..."K, give it all up... T is with someone else now... dun take it too hard... " that was all she said.... But that one short sentence... meant a million things to K.. It meant.. " so T had another guy all along.." it meant " T lied when she said there would be no future guys.. " it meant T lied when she said she would concentrate on her studies... it meant T lied when she said that she wanted to be free and enjoy herself.... It meant that it was because of the other guy that made T not reply K anymore... It meant why T doesn't want K anymore.. it meant why T could be so hard hearted when she saw K so sad and down on her birthday.. It meant everything....
K didn't sleep that night.. It was as if a lightning bolt had struck K... No one can understand how it feels... That is exactly the same feeling that K didn't want X, to feel last time.. K told X the truth... K told X that there was someone else in the relationship instead of lying.. the pain is intense but truthful... But this time... K felt the agony and sharp biting pain... The biting cold ate into his heart.. He felt like he had been a fool... to cry for T, to be sad for T... to be depressed for T... to spend all his money on drinking for T... to suffer so much for this kind of girl... K took it really hard. He felt that he had been the fool all along.. to trust T when she said there would be no future guys... what a joke it was to K... he had believed T.. he felt so cheated. He felt like he was the biggest biggest emotional freak on earth.
That night he didn't sleep. He called a friend... and talked till he was so tired till he slept... for 2 hrs.... The next day... K had duty to do... and heaven laughed at him that day.. he stood in the rain for 4 hours.. not by choice... but K had no feeling.. K was emotionless... he msged T.. " if u have another guy, please tell me the truth, do not avoid" but still there was no reply. T didn't care a damn about how K felt, she couldn't care less anymore. The skies cried just like K was crying in his heart.
Never had someone seen K looked like that before.. he looked like a zombie. A dead zombie... standing in the rain. It was such a terrible day that thinking about it makes K very bitter... And to add it all.. T didn't care about what K was feeling right now.... She didn't bother to reply.... But have anyone wondered why K bothered to ask T? it was because he loved T still..
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