story of -=K=- :: part 46
T was so cold towards K.. it was no longer the T that K knew... but K didn't want to give up just like that.. he loved T... and he didn't know that T had suffered so much still at that point of time. Hethought that T might have been sad.. but definitely he is taking it even harder, he knows it.. The person who took it harder is usually the one who still feels that there is a hope in the relationship... T didn't feel that there was any more hope for the relationship and so she went into another one.
K went to buy T's favourite sweets.... But this time K didn't just buy the sweets... he bought a few packs, took out all the sweets.. and took only the pink ones which were T's favourite.. and put them into a pack... Although this is only a small gesture, K only wanted T to feel at least a little happier when she eats them.. K brought himself to T's block.. and called her...
On the way there, K kept thinking.. " am I a fool? Why am I stll going afterher? Why cant I forget her? Why? Why? Why? Didn't she like someone else already? What am I doing? Why am I still taking this train to go to her place to look for her?" On the way there, it seemed like eternity... K was afraid that T wouldn't meet him....but he went... he went... dressed in the clothes that T first saw him in...
When K reached t's block... he called her.. and said that he was waiting downstairs...T cam down to talk to K.. K remembers every word that T said.... Every thing that T said.. on that day... when K saw T... he could not recognize T... I don't meant that T changed her appearance or anything.. K could not "recognize" the T that was like before... This T... had a different aura... It could sound funny.. but its true. T was no longer the same T.. she seemed to be.. cold. K walked T to a bench where they had spent many times talking before... when K hadnt enlist, K would always sit at those benches to chat with T till it was time for her to go home.. The memories they had chatting.. Hugging.. and kissin on the bench. But this time.. they were no longer going to do any of that... they were no longer together.
K remembered the first time he sat on that bench... T was so reluctant to go home... they talked and talked.. and each time T wanted to leave, neither could bear to do so.. That was the feeling that the old T could give K.. but this T.. she gave K the feeling that "please get it over with, I dun have time for you." She gave K that feeling... But K started... to ask why did T jump into another relationship so fast... K started to tell T how much he had went through believing in the wrong thing...
K went to buy T's favourite sweets.... But this time K didn't just buy the sweets... he bought a few packs, took out all the sweets.. and took only the pink ones which were T's favourite.. and put them into a pack... Although this is only a small gesture, K only wanted T to feel at least a little happier when she eats them.. K brought himself to T's block.. and called her...
On the way there, K kept thinking.. " am I a fool? Why am I stll going afterher? Why cant I forget her? Why? Why? Why? Didn't she like someone else already? What am I doing? Why am I still taking this train to go to her place to look for her?" On the way there, it seemed like eternity... K was afraid that T wouldn't meet him....but he went... he went... dressed in the clothes that T first saw him in...
When K reached t's block... he called her.. and said that he was waiting downstairs...T cam down to talk to K.. K remembers every word that T said.... Every thing that T said.. on that day... when K saw T... he could not recognize T... I don't meant that T changed her appearance or anything.. K could not "recognize" the T that was like before... This T... had a different aura... It could sound funny.. but its true. T was no longer the same T.. she seemed to be.. cold. K walked T to a bench where they had spent many times talking before... when K hadnt enlist, K would always sit at those benches to chat with T till it was time for her to go home.. The memories they had chatting.. Hugging.. and kissin on the bench. But this time.. they were no longer going to do any of that... they were no longer together.
K remembered the first time he sat on that bench... T was so reluctant to go home... they talked and talked.. and each time T wanted to leave, neither could bear to do so.. That was the feeling that the old T could give K.. but this T.. she gave K the feeling that "please get it over with, I dun have time for you." She gave K that feeling... But K started... to ask why did T jump into another relationship so fast... K started to tell T how much he had went through believing in the wrong thing...
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