story of -=K=- :: part 37

If only K had asked T why.... But T, on the other hand, had tried to get it across to K many times that it was him who had made her feel hurt.... But she didn't have any heart to heart talk with K... she had no more feeling to do it... when a girl is too deeply hurt... why would she do that? She wuld just climb into her shell and not come out... that is the characteristic of a hurt girl.

But K? he didn't know at all... he could only feel T's coldness, T's hard heartedness.. T's everything made him feel that she didn't want him anymore...that day when he sent T home... he walked the slowest speed ever in his life... K was always a fast walker... he gave every1 the impression that he was in a hurry everytime.. but that day, he walked really really slowly... one reason was that he knew he will have no more chance to walk T home any longer.. and the other reason was he was really sad that T didn't want him anymore... It was that bad... even at that time... K was still trying to tell T that it was her fault that made him say break up... it never ever occurred to him that how hurtful those words are... In his mind... the words doesn't mean anything because he never meant it when he said it.... But T was hurt by the exact same words that K didn't mean to say. Why did things end up like that? It was because K and T didn't communicate at all.... There was no line of communication between them since K got his new computer....

Before K went home... he asked T to do a simple thing... he asked her.. " can we sms chat when I go home from here? The journey is very far... It was a request from K... And it meant everything to K.. K wanted to see if T still cared about him... But fate made fun of T and K again... After sending one sms to T... K waited very very long.. before he got the reply... K was really sad when he was going home.. it was heartbreaking to know that his final request which means everything to him had not been fulfilled...

Sadly.. he told himself.. " T doenst care about you anymore.... She no longer feels that u are lonely on your long jounrney home...." So when he reached home.. K was a sad K... he went to his room.. and started to think about everything... he thought... " just as I expected.. T didn't want him anymore.. she no longer wants this relationship..."

But still.. he had a hope.... So he called T... and asked.. " y didn't u want to sms chat and accompany me home???" then T said.. " her best friend called.. and that's why she forgot..." the timing was really accurate . just when T reached home... and just when K needed T to show him that she still cares... her best friend called... K was really hurt.. he was really sure that T no longer loved him anymore... if she did.. she would have accompanied him on the way home.. At that point of time... K made up his mind... he told himself... " T doenst want me anymore... I cant do anything about it... its not what I can help..." and so K became passive from that day on....

He began to wallow in self pity... he drank ... and he spent money like water... he had saved some money since he enlisted... and that time... he didn't feel anything anymore... he went to pubs.. he drank.. and he drank... he got drunk sometimes... and felt temporary high a few times.... What was all that for? It was to forget about T... K was never a cheonger although his friends asked him to go everytime.. K never drank more than 2 cups of alcohol... but not anymore.. K became mad... and crazy... he drank as much as he could... he spent as much as he can.... He literally used all his money in his bank... When K was like that... everyone felt really sad for him... Everyone gave him support and encouragement... But they were all temporary...

When K was alone waiting to sleep at night, he couldn't help himself but think of T... how much he missed T then... he stopped playing games... he only played games to immune himself to everything else... Every night as he lay on his bed... tears came to his eyes... K went through a lot... being out of love. His health problems came back to plague him..

Each sleep didn't rest, Each coffee has lost it taste... Each scent had lost their smell... Every meal didn't fill, Every drink didn't quench... Every game wasn't exciting anymore. Every show lost its meaning, every min without T's love was sorrow.. Each passing day was just hell for K...

Merry X'mas!!

Have a happy & safe Christmas ya! =)

story of -=K=- :: part 36

And so... a week passed... it was K's birthday.. K's birthday was in the middle of his exams.... That day.. all he wanted was to see T... but he didn't call t... he missed T dearly... but he didn't tell her that... each day that T didn't contact K, K missed her so much. It was his birthday... and there was no T... at this time.. K received an sms from his mutual friend of K and T... which says.. " happy birhtday!!!, enjoy your birthday With T!!" K didn't reply... how was he suppose to enjoy his birthday with T? When K got the sms... he felt like crying... in his heart... he thought that T didn't want him any more... how was he supposed to do anything to get her back? That was the first week.. and it was the worst time of his life....but on K's birthday.. K called T... he thought that T will not pick up the phone like she didn't for the entire week... but she did... she was really calm when she did that.

K asked T.. " do u remember that its my birthday today?" K still hoped that he could meet T.... T replied.. " of course I remember its your birthday... can I meet u to pass u my gift?" K was touched.. K didn't think that T would have a present for her... everytime T gave K a present.. it had lots of meaning....

Her first kiss... it meant a lot to her... it was a symbol of love and innocence..... A pillow... for K and her to lie on.... And to make K think of T whenever he sleeps... A sofa set with a heart on it... made with love... to touch K......Hand made bands when she was in indonesia... to show how much she misses K....

But guess what T gave K this time? It was the saddest gift that K had gotten from T... It was a optical sensor mouse... It had a lot of meaning too.... It had so much meaning that when K saw it... He felt like crying... As I type this story.... I cant help but feel that the optical sensor mouse is what T is trying to tell K what she feels....that K liked his computer more than anything else... and he would be happier to receive that present instead of all the meaningful gifts that she had gave K before....

That day, K spoke to T... he felt that T really changed... T was no longer the old T that gave in everytime.. T had hardened her heart... But K didn't know why... K didn't know what did he do that made T became like that... how was he to know? Every time he smsed her.. she didn't reply... At that time he couldn't think of anything else except that T wanted to gave up that relationship...that day... K hugged t... but the feeling was not the same any more.. T was cold and hard hearted... How sad was K that day... he thought that T had a change of heart... It was the saddest birthday he had ever lived in his 19 yrs.

story of -=K=- :: part 35

That fateful day was on 2nd december.... And the next day was the 3rd.... Remember that T and K always made it a point to spend the 3rd together? That day... K thought that T would remember it was the third... and so he hoped that T would apologize that she was wrong in forgetting about telling K that she was safe... But no... that was all a mistake.... How would T ever apologize when K had said he wanted to break up, and even said it twice? Everythng that K said in anger was meaningless to him, he himself didn't even remember that he said it twice. He didn't rememeber that T called him another time to ask him if he really wanted to break up, and he didn't remember that he had said it twice to confirm it. It was only now that he remembered tht he had said it twice.

Why do I say that K didn't meant it? It was because if he really meant it, how could he forget that he said it twice? It is really ironic that he could say it twice and didn't meant it. So the 3rd came... and T didn't call or sms K... She was very hurt by K... K waited.. and waited... he hoped for T to come and look for him.. but why would T ever do that? K was the one that wanted to break up with T, not the other way round, so why would T ever go and look for K? it was really funny. K expects T to look for him when he said break up.

In his heart... he never meant to break up... but T didn't know it... T wasn't a heart reader... If T knew exactly what K meant... when K said " yes I want to break up with u because u didn't even believe that I cared and worried for you", she would have interpreted it as " I want to say break up because I am hurt that u didn't believe that I cared and worried for the one I love, I want to let u know how much I care for you, and I was really anxious about you last night..." that was K's real intentions.... But T didn't know... how would she know? No one told her. Neither did K told her.

So when K smsed T that day... T didn't feel anything anymore... she just felt that K was being mad, it was K who didn't want her, and now K is expecting her to come and look for her. What a joke it must have been....

That was the worse time of K's life. K didn't know how much T meant to him... K knew that he loved T.. but what he doesn't know.. is how much he meant to T. K meant everything to T. T had put in so much into the relationship and even planned to marry K, but what she got in return was hurt and sadness. What she got in return was K's evil mouth.. harsh words... and biting nails... But K still was kept in the dark... he didn't know why T didn't want to see him anymore... He was in the dark...

And why did I say it was the worst time of K's life? Cos K has got his exams on the 6, 7 and 10 of december, which was drawing near with every second. But every second passed, and all he could do is to think of T. To K, he felt really puzzled.. he didn't know that T had been so hurt by him. He didn't meant to say break up... so he didn't think that those words are the reason why T no longer wanted to see him.... He thought that T didn't want him anymore because he was no longer part of her life... that was what he thought... but it was all wrong. It is a tragedy that he had thought that way.

For the week that K was going to take his exams, he couldn't sleep every night... he could not take it... he didn't understand why... he kept asking himself why... and as the exams date drew near... K felt very very pressurized... he didn't know how to cope with his books... he stared at a page for a few hours.. and all he could think of is why T didn't want him anymore... Little did he know that T was too hurt by him... he didn't know all that.... No one told him too.. just like no one told T that K didn't mean it ... on the day before his exams...

K msged T... " why did u have to do this to me? I cannot study aynmore because of you..." K thought that T was the one who forsaked him... He thought that T was using him as an excuse to break up.... Just because he said break up, that means that T had a reason to break up with him.. that was what he thought... but no... that was all wrong... T never ever wanted to break up with K.

Despite K's weaknesses... T knew that she loved K dearly... and she knew that K loved her deeply too. Despite K's hurting her one time after another, she could live with it... she could do it.. she could sacrifice for K. K knew that T sacrificed a lot for him... but this time... he couldn't see why T didn't bother to contact him anymore.. K was a loser... he lost his studies and his love.... He lost everything...

story of -=K=- :: part 34

Poor T... why was she suffering all these? Why was that so? Why did K made her suffer like that? K never meant to make her suffer one bit... K would rather suffer for her.... But why did everything happened? Not one time did K meant all the hurt that he had caused T... K was not like that... K was never like that. K often said things in anger... and often regret it after that... but this was the last straw that T could take... No matter what K did, she always accepted it.. no matter what K said.. she endured it.. and accepted the hurt... but this time.. it was the last straw...

But all these time... K didn't know that T was so badly hurt.... He thought that T knew that he didn't meant it... he thought that T had beared his words in mind... he would always say things that he don't mean when he was angry.... But that is no excuse for K... there is no excuse... it was just like the email story... When u say things in anger... it drives a nail into the fence.. no matter u mean it or not... the nail still hurt the fence... if you don't mean it, don't say it, and the nail will never hurt the fence... K is just like someone who drives nails into fences without thinking that it would make a hole in it... he thought that.. as long as the person who drives the nails into the fence didn't do it on purpose, there would be no hole left on the fence... but no.. it was all wrong... Once the nail is driven in... there would be a permanent scar, and it will not help even if you didn't mean to knock a nail into the fence.

story of -=K=- :: part 33

But that night.. K smsed T... he said.. "would u forget about me when u reached the chalet?" but T said " no I would not forget u dear..." What K really meant when he asked that.. was he was asking for her to tell him that she had reached the place safely.... But T interpreted it as K didn't trust her... It was total miscommunication... When K smsed T.. it was about 9 pm... and after that... there was no more reply from T... he waited.. waited for T to tell him that she had reached safely... but no.. T didn't do that... The moment T reached the chalet.. she forgot totally that K was waitin for her to sms him... when the time reached 11 pm.. K was getting worried....

Every night, K didn't call T... it was because T was at home... there was no excuse for K in not calling T anymore.. but that day, T wasn't at home.. and therefore.. K was worried.. he was afraid something might have happened to T... and so he called her on her hp... but the hp was not on.. it was scary for K... suddenly after smsing T.. there was no more reply. On T's side, the moment she reached the chalet, she left her hp some place... there was no reception at that chalet... and so T didn't realise that K couldn't get her. But on K's side, he felt very anxious. He had no idea where was the place, and had no idea why T offed her hp... he knew that T had went home to charge her phone. So it wasn't possible that there was no battery... K got worried by the minute.... When the time reached 1 am.. K was already very very anxious.... K thought to himself.." there is no way that T had no battery... maybe she had no reception.. but even if there is no reception... there wuld be reception at some time..." so K panicked. He was afraid that something might happen to T.. he pondered about everything that might happen... " T met with an accident and her phone dropped?" " T got her phone stolen?" " T's phone was spoilt"

If T's phone was spoilt, she would have told K.... so that leaves only a few options.. which was T had forgotten that K was waiting for her to tell him that she had reached the place safely.... Or that T had met with an accident.... Both would hurt K very very much... but K didn't think that T would forget to tell him that she has reached the place... so K kept thinking that something must have happened to T... K was really worried... But T didn't know... K was anxious.. but T didn't know..the feeling was just like K didn't know that T was crying the other time.... K didn't want anything to happen to his dear T... K couldn't sleep.. he was fidgeting in his bed... eventually.. K didn't know what to do... something told him that he was worrying for nothing.. T just enjoyed herself and forgot about K...

The next morning came... and K was awake at 6 am. He was still very worried.. so he wanted to call T's family. He picked up the phone... but decided not to as it was too early... he thought tht if something happened to T... T's classmates would have told hr family... so the only ppl that will know whether T I in trouble... is her family....So K thought to contact her family as early as he can.... K waited... he waited till it was 7 am before hecalled her family.... At this time.. K hoped that t was ok.... He hoped that nothing hadhappend... so he asked her brother who picked up the phone did u all reciee any call from T last night?? And her brother said... no... T is in chalet.. K heaved a sigh of relief. K was happy that T was safe... in fact, he felt at that time if something happened to T, he wouldn't know what to do at all... it was really scary if somethin really happened to T.... all the worry that K had was uncalled for....So he put them all aside.... And went back to sleep..

Finally , at 11 am, T called.. K was still sleeping... but when he knew it was T who called, he jumped out of bed... he told T... " why didn't u call me last night? Why did u off your handphne? Why didn't u try to contact me? Did u know how worried I was? Do u know I couldn't sleep for the night?" As much as K is worried, he often showed his concern with harshness.... In his heart, he truly was worried... but his mouth, although conveying the same message to T, made T felt 10 times as hurt.... T couldn't sense that K was worried for her.... All the times that K hurt T, he had never meant to... he didn't filter his words... his words were harsh but his heart was pure. K literally shouted at T.... he was mean to her again.... T tried to say that there was no reception.. and she forgot about it.. she enjoyed herself thoroughly... and that was why she forgot to tell K that she had reached the place safely... K said.." how do I know where u were? How was I supposed to find you if u really had some mishaps? Wht can I do when u are so unconcerned about my concern towards you? " K's words were really sharp and thrusting like knifes... they were flying everywhere.... Hitting T's wounded heart....

T didn't know what to say... she just kept quiet... she didn't think that it was her fault... as every night.. K no longer bothered to call her... and now she is not at home.. and K called her... she didn't believe that K was truly worried for her... she thought that K was just jealous..... T, wanted to meet K that day... T wanted to go and look for K and spend sometime with him after spending so much time with her friends.... But K refused. Although K wanted so much to see T after her exams, he refused. His mouth did injustice to his heart again....

As he scolded T ... he said the word again... that really shattered T's heart this time... he said.." If u cant even believe that I am worried for you.... Then lets break up.... There is no point in worrying for you and u don't even know it... there is no point in calling your house.... Checking to make sure that u are alright so early in the morning, and finding out that nothing has happened and what really happened was that u forgot about me just as I expected u will...."

K meant to say that he had been worried and disappointed that T didn't feel it... K meant to show that he cared... but when he said break up.... Everything else didn't get across to T anymore... T's heart was shattered. It was the final blow... she could no longer take it... even till now... K doesn't know whether T knows that he really was worried that time.... It was something that T doesn't believe that time.... K's heart was always pure... but his mouth is not...

After K said break up.. he slammed down the phone.... And hope that T would understand his intentions.... But not this time.. T didn't understand anything anymore... she had just finished her exams... and that was the worst thing that could have happened to her....K understands how she feels at that time now.... How hurtful... to have an earnest heart to want to meet your boyfriend... and before u know it... before u can fully understand his situation.... The words " breaking up" sprang into her face... it was too hurtful.... Never should a girl go through all this...

But if only she knew.. if only she knew that K didn't mean it... K had always told T... " if I had said something hurtful.. please do not take it to be true... when I am angry... never one word that comes out of my mouth is true... please bear that in mind... " but how was T to know that K wasn't speaking the truth???? But T, I think T remembered this sentence.. which made her call K again...... but alas... K was still angry when T called him.... T asked.. " do u really want to break up with me" and K... in his heart... wanted to say " no... I just wanted to let u know that I really care.. and feel hurt that u don't believe that I do care... why would I ever want to break up with you , the one that I love most?" but instead.. he said... with hard heartedness... " yes. You don't care about how I felt last night... and don't even feel that I cared and worried... whats the point of worrying for you?" T ... at this point of time... was really really hurt... she could no longer bear to speak one more word.... She put down the phone... and burst into tears...

story of -=K=- :: part 32

There was one rare time.. when K made T happy... It was another time... when T was going to school to study at night overnight. K bought something for T... T loved a certain brand of sweets that had many different colors in it. So that day... when T was going to school, K was unlucky to be on mobilization manning... which meant that he couldn't go to her school to be with her. Everything seemed planned out by Fate... the one who made them and broke them. T didn't spent time in school overnights.. but just that very time she wanted to go, K's camp was on mobilization, and K couldn't risk going there as his camp and her school were 2 hours apart in terms of journey time... It was all fated.

But although K could not go to her school with T... he bought the very sweets that T loved... he bought them... and gave them to T on Saturday... although it was only a small gesture... T was very happy... how did K know? Because that night.. when T was studying in school.. K asked T... " how dear, did u eat the sweeties I give u?" and T replied.. " no..." then K asked.. " why not? U didn't like it?" and T replied.. " no... I bu she de chi.... ( which means she could not bear to eat them..." then K asked her.. " why u bu she de chi leh? I buy for u hope that it will keep u awake.. " the sweets were good at keeping pple awake as it was a little sour... and then T started to say.. " whenever u give me something, I feel very happy.. no matter how small or cheap the thing is.. I still like it a lot.. " and that touched K... K bought the sweets as a small gesture to keep her awake.. and T appreciated it... but the things that T did for K... he never appreciates it...

So the time came... for T and K to take their exams.. remember that K is studying too? All along.. K was very confident in that field of study he is in... Remember the bubble tea stall that I talked about? T and K still go there... Previously.. they had always gone there for studying... but after the A levels... T and K still go there... to eat.. and drink... that was just like their very own "lao di fang", which means same old meeting place.

They spent so much time there.. and now when K and T were about to take their exams, they go there a few times too.. Many times when T needed someone to study with her... she hoped for K to accompany her... she hoped that K could just be there for her while she studies...but she is not that selfish... when she ask K to study with her, she knows that K's weekends are very valuable and she didn't want K to spend a weekend just studying with her if he didn't feel like it... T was that considerate for K... K didn't like studying... and as he was very confident... he didn't see the need to prepare for his exams.

Whenever K and T went to study together, K was always the one that wanted to leave. K wasn't considerate enough to understand that T needs him to be with her ... T felt so stressed up.. T could not take it studying alone by herself... maybe she can take it.. but she would be happier to know that K was beside her.. there was once that K and T met at the airport to study... and when 6 pm reaches, K told T that he had enough... he wanted to go home soon... then he left... and left T there.... He told T to meet her for dinner after she finishes studying... at their own "lao di fang". That was one time when K couldn't sacrifice his weekend studying with K. K didn't do it. K only knows that his weekend is precious, he didn't think that his presence was even more precious for T..

now that when K walks past the place now... he don't feel like walking into the place anymore... When he sees the chairs, tables and the stall owner at the shop now.. he didn't know what to do... he just hated to walk past there now.... Whenever he goes near that place.. he will start thinking about those happy times spent with T... Never will T n K go there together anymore...That was in october... october 2001....

T heart is filled with holes by October 2001... and K still didn't know anything... All that they went through, K didn't think that it would be serious... he never thought that T would give up their relationship... He thought that their love could withstand anything.. but let me tell you... no matter how strong the love is... there is also other things.. like security.. concern... care... support.. encouragement...money..( not that impt for some ppl , but very impt for others ) T didn't need anything much... she needed... care and concern.. and love.. that was her basic needs... K remembers when he was in P tekong... Man basic needs are : food air and S**... but for K.. his basic needs... is.. T, T and T.... T was the reason that motivates him on everyday.. T was the reason that gave him aim in life... He may seem like an unfilial son, but apart from his parents... T was the only other thing closer to him. One fine night.. K's dad told him... " don't take T for granted, she is not obliged to wait for you when are in the army " K took this sentence negatively.. he interpret it as... " T will leave u anytime when u are in the army" K didn't realise that what his dad said was really going to mean a lot for him...... finally .. the day came for T to finish her exams... the minute T finished her exams.. she planned lots of activities... she went over night to her friends place.. and after that she got a chalet... if only she didn't go to the chalet... because it was the final nail that plunged into her heart..

When T told K that she was going to her friends house to stay, K once again felt jealous... K wasn't jealous of anything, he was purely jealous over the fact that T always spends nights with her friends and not with her... That was a main concern.. he didn't understand why T could not lie to her parents and spend a night with him when she herself wanted to also.... So once again.. K was unhappy... but as this wasn't the first time.. it wasn't that bad.. K took it easy... but the next day, T was not going to be home again... all these times.. K and T still talked every night.. But it was no longer K and T taking turns or calling each other... it was T who called K and not K who called T. T felt that K no longer cared for her... he was more interested in his games.. but K still felt for T... he was blinded by games. He had become a no life freak..

slow of me

sorry for a bit late in delivering the post of K's story... have been playing games, watching anime and slacking around too often... hehe... exam over mah, must relax... flying off the hk next thurs, but i will bring my lappy along too, so dun worry, the story will still be updated! =)

will post some photo of my hk home's dog when i meet him for the 1st time soon...

story of -=K=- :: post 31

That night... they talked online... it was till then did K found out that T wanted to bring food down to the beach and enjoy a night with K... but she said.. " U looked so keen to eat the steamboat." And K said.. " I thought u didn't want me to bring u to the beach..." Although this was only a small incident..it shows two things.. it shows that T n K loved each other a lot... but it also showed that... they had a communication problem .... The communication problem between them has surfaced...

Many times K told T about his problems in Ns... but T could do nothing about it.. many times T told K about the problems in school.. neither could T do anything about it... they had their own problems.. and they both need someone to be there for them... but neither could be there for each other... Both T and K was insecure and dependent souls... K was independent when it comes to takin care of himself and living on.. but he was emotionally dependent... So was T... T was an insecure and dependent girl... So both of them didn't cope well with their lives... Many a time.. T called K to confide in him... and many
times.. K was too tired... many a time.. K smsed T when she was in school... and many times T replied very very slowly... there was one incident.. which made T sad again...

Once.. K wanted to go to T's school to pick her up... But he wanted to talk to T as he was going there. He tried to call T many times.. but T didn't pick up his call... the night before, K had told T... if I ever called you tomorrow, please come out to pick up my call... He expects T to come out from her lesson to pick up his call... which was rather silly. Why cant he just wait for T to finish? But at that time, K felt that way.. he felt that T should do that... so when he cant find his way up her school, he called her.. time after time.. but she just didn't pick up.... She even rejected his call.... So K waited and waited and called and called while waiting.... Finally.. T came out of the lecture theatre... what did she c but K's angry face again... K had went all the way to T's school... from his workplace.. which was about 2 hrs time... but he din make his effort to make T touched..

When he saw T.. The first thing that he said was.. " why did u not pick up my call?" And then they argued and both of them got angry... in the end... K walked away just like that... he walked out of the school... alone... and didn't speak a word to T when T reached the bus stop later. T was sad and silent at the bus stop, K was angry and silent. When K and T reached the mrt, K decided to just walk fast and dump T behind. It was really silly.. he had gone all the way to look for T.. and he is just walking away like that... when he thinks about it now... he was really an idiot.

In the end.. K went to an arcade to play all by himself.... K didn't like going to arcades.. but at that time.. he just did it... But T was forgiving... T didn't want K to waste her efforts.. so she went to look for K... she knew exactly where K was... She knew K only too well... But once again... another nail had been hammered into her heart.... The situation was... just like the time when T made dinner for K... K didn't appreciate it because it was late... This time... T didn't appreciate it because K was angry..(K's point of view)

When K thinks about all these now.. he is filled with regrets... why was T always sad? Why did he often do things to hurt T when she is the one that he loves so much? This is really lame... If time could be reversed , K would have done many things differently. K was a fool to have treated T like that... K didn't show T that he really loved her and cared for her.. he only showed her anger, distrust, pain, and unhappiness when what he had was love, care, devotion and happiness. He hurt T unknowingly and bluntly... there is no excuse for hurting T, but if K said what he really wanted everytime he met a situation... T wouldn't have had so many holes in her heart.... Maybe 1 or 2 small ones... haha........ I din mean to laugh.... I am laughing out of sadness.

story of -=K=- :: post 30

But K truly loved T. His actions were all because he was immatured... and didn't try to understand what T was going through. So one fine day... he asked T to go some place they have never gone before... and it was east coast park... Although K and T had been together for a long time... there are still lots of things they havent done... like going to a park together... K and T are not nature lovers... that could be a reason why... but anyway.. they had never gone to a park together.. so that night.. K told T.. let me bring u somewhere... I know u will like it.... And so K asked T to wait at a certain mrt station... When K refused to say where he was bringing T, T guessed it all out... How did T know? I don't know how did she know.. but I guess she knows exactly what is on K's mind ever since they were together....

So that was why T knew where K wanted to bring her to....But that day... as they were approaching east coast park... T suddenly said.. " Why u want to bring me there? " K said... " I have never brought u there before.. so that is why I am bringing u there now... " T passed a remark.. that made K change his mind... T said.. " Or u want to bring me just like u brought ur ex gf last time?" K suddenly remembered how he had told T that he had brought X to the beach once.. and it was a very memorable day.... Although at that time K had forgotten about it... T remembered it.. and when she said something like that.. K became sad.. he thought that T didn't want him to bring her to the beach..so he saw a steamboat buffet... and asked T whether she would like to eat a steamboat diner instead of taking away food from macdonalds and eating by the beach... T was indecisive... but in her heart.. what she really wants is to go down to the beach with K...but fate made fun of them this time.... T thought that K really wanted to eat the steamboat... so she said... anythin is fine.. with me.... K thought that T didn't want to go with him to the beach... and T thought that K wanted to eat steamboat... it was very sad... in the end.. both of them ate the steamboat and didn't enjoy a bit of it... it was expensive and the food sucked... But both of them were happy... as they thought that eatin steamboat was what the other party wants.... T and K loved each other.. and that was why.. they gave in that day.. both of them thought they were giving in..but the sad reality was... both of them wanted to go down to the beach....